Pride, Ego, Anger…And God

It is a living death if one is obsessed by pride, ego and anger. – Sathya Sai Baba As can be seen in my memoir, my image of God has changed and matured from childhood to the present day. My personal understanding of the Almighty has grown into one of forgiveness and mercy but is…

The Fear Of The Lord

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. – Proverbs, 9:10  For many years, the above quote was one of my favorites, but I never fully grasped its meaning until disability entered my life. Bipolar disorder and cerebellitis reintroduced me to myself; a new journey began. In previous blogs, I wrote about the…

Fear’s Favorite Child

Anger is a killing thing: it kills the man who angers, for each rage leaves him less than he had been before – it takes something from him. – Louis L’Amour  Fear, I believe, is woven into the fabric of our being; there is no getting rid of him. I tried to defeat him, to…

Patience, Hope, And Fear

There is no hope unmingled with fear, and no fear unmingled with hope. -Baruch Spinoza  Like so many others, my thoughts and prayers have been focused on the catastrophic destruction imposed by Hurricane Maria on our fellow human beings and Americans in Puerto Rico and throughout the Caribbean. After the initial shock and frantic efforts…

Fear Of The Unknown

The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown. – H.P. Lovecraft  Fear and I have been intimate friends since childhood. He rarely misses an opportunity to frighten, upset intimidate, or torture me; it appears to be his vocation in life. In…

Hope And Fear In The Face Of Disaster

There is no hope unmingled with fear, and no fear unmingled with hope. – Baruch Spinoza  Hope was the one who encouraged me to try new things, to let go of the past when it was holding me back, and to persevere in the face of adversity. Fear, on the other hand, advised me to resist…

The Aftermath of Disaster:Harvey…Irma…Earthquake in Mexico…

The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of those depths. – Elisabeth Kubler-Ross  Disability: a physical or mental condition that limits a person’s movements, senses, or activities – The New Oxford American Dictionary I believe that every…

From The Ladder To The Artichoke

Help me to journey beyond the familiar and into the unknown.    Give me the faith to leave old ways and break fresh ground with You. – St. Brendan  Thinking and writing about the ladder I envisioned encouraged me to set aside the familiar and take a step into the unknown, a realm in which…

Can There Be One Without The Other?

Trust is the glue of life. It is the most essential ingredient in effective communication. It is the foundational principle that holds all relationships. – Stephen Covey  Surrender your fear. Something will come that is greater than what the fear is trying to protect. – Mooji    I have used these two quotes in previous…

Mercy Is The Goal

Forgiveness is not always easy. At times, it feels more painful than the wound we suffered, to forgive the one that inflicted it. And yet, there is no peace without forgiveness. – Marianne Williamson  I have been the recipient of mercy countless times in my life; I have been its dispenser as well. Even for…