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There is no greater hell than to be a prisoner of fear. – Ben Jonson I have been held hostage for more than thirty years by two major disabilities: bipolar disorder and cerebellitis. Each one, at times, has limited my abilities physically and/or mentally; each one, at times, has been a source of incarcerating fear.…
The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown. – H.P. Lovecraft Imagine that you and your family are taken hostage, separated from one another, and instructed to wait patiently until your fate is decided. Imagine how long it would take before…
The ‘self-image’ is the key to human personality and human behavior. Change the self image and you change the personality and the behavior. – Maxwell Maltz My self-image changed frequently during my life depending on many factors, such as age, levels of education, work, and health. Rarely did I consciously strive to alter my self-image;…
Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see a shadow. – Helen Keller I took Helen Keller’s thought as a good omen. In spite of several months of vigorous physical therapy treatment following a diagnosis of cerebellitis, my condition had not improved significantly. The encouragement, support, and friendly persuasion offered by Laura and…
Optimism is the key. – Will Champion I am a creature of habit. I also am, as I say, a pessimistic optimist. When confronted with a decision of some consequence, Worry and Doubt are the first ones on the scene. They have been with me a long time; they know my pattern well. They subtly…
No man is an island. No man stands alone. – Dennis Brown The subject of my last three blogs, which can be found on my website, was whether or not to seek a second opinion after being diagnosed with cerebellitis. Fear played a major role, but it was not the sole motivator influencing my decision.…
Ambivalence (noun): the state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone. – New Oxford American Dictionary I believe that fear is an ambivalent emotion that influences our behavior in unexpected and/or conflicting ways. Fear most often is seen as preventing positive, desired actions; it also is capable of promoting the opposite…
The thing about denial is that it doesn’t feel like denial when it’s going on. – Georgina Kleege On my website, last week’s blog was entitled, “The Second Opinion.” It dealt with my feelings about seeking one after being diagnosed with cerebellitis. It seemed obvious to everyone except me that another opinion was warranted. Intellectually,…
Two heads are better than one, not because either is infallible, but because they are unlikely to go wrong in the same direction. – C.S. Lewis After being released from the hospital, my doctors recommended a series of physical therapy appointments. I was scheduled for three sessions per week, lasting two hours or more. After…
Even if the hopes you started out with are dashed, hope has to be maintained. – Seamus Heaney I hope I get a new bicycle for Christmas; I got a sweater. I hope I got an “A’ on the exam; I got a “D”. I hope I pass my driver’s test; I flunked again. Hope…